Janice

Well excuse me sister, for the fact that I couldn't be logical after you showed me X's email. How the hell do you expect me to discuss about him calmly after that?

It's stupid behaviour! And don't you dare say this behaviour is stupid, this is justified! I am angry on my sister's account, someone who's silly enough not to know she's being snubbed by someone inferior to her in every sense!

Woah, did I just give her a compliment? A veiled compliment anyway.

But okay, let's get on with it.

I personally have experienced the following.

1) The ones who only want to have sex with you

2) The ones who are so involved in the relationship, they don't see anything else, in turn suffocating you.

3) The ones who turn suicidal after you break up with them

4) The ones who tell you they love you, but strangely never want to commit to you.

And let me put it out there right now, I have never had a relationship where I have been truly happy, nor have I ever had a relationship that ended amicably.

I don't know if it's me or my penchant for drama, but all my relationships have been extremely volatile and passionate. In one way or another.

To everyone, it seems that I never have trouble getting close to people, or letting people in. The truth is that though I welcome everyone with open arms and a huge smile, I doubt that anyone has ever seen what I really am like. I think Denise and Eunice are probably the only ones who know just a little more than most about what I'm like.

I am the quintessential party girl, the one who never stays down for long, the flirt, the go with the flow girl.

You know those online tests where they ask you what your friends think of you? Yea, that is the first thing that will occur to my friends.

So, that is what I show to the world, and in truth, that is all I allow myself to show to people I'm involved with. And come on, most of the guys I get involved with are the kinds who only want to see that side. Anything that doesn't suit that facade leaks through and they'll find it off putting.

See, if i have decided to stick to acting, I would have made a fantastic one.

Oh, did you guys know I'm a writer?